Thursday, November 11, 2010

~Thursday Thanks: Dedicated to Lil' Civ.~


Today's' Thursday Thanks is dedicated to the one thing (object) that has remained constant and reliable over the last ten years, my Honda Civic-aka "Lil' Civ.". Over countless moves, school changes, life changes I could always hop in Civ and find a sense of balance. Twice she was loaded up with all my belongings, while I lived on couches and tried to figure out what was next. She was there as I drove the long road from home back to Florida after I found out divorce was changing my family, she held up on that same road from Florida to home after a broken engagement changed my plans, and she was along for the adventure when I chose to pick up and go back to school with only a week to spare to find a place to live, apply, and register for classes.
No matter what happened, she was always there to offer a safe and private place to nurse wounds, have tantrums, sing at the top of my very terrible voice, and car dance to my hearts' content. I knew I would always be welcome to jump in,turn up the music, listen to the day pass through open windows, and just drive. A lot of life happened in that little car, and I will forever be grateful for how dependable and easy she was for me. She never left me stranded or cost me much money in repairs, and managed to get to a gas station on past empty -and just my encouragement that she could make it-ha-many a time. Lil' Civ. was my first car, and I am thankful for how patient she was with me as I grew and matured and figured out how to handle the responsibility of having a vehicle. Not a day went by that when I saw Civ. in my driveway my heart didn't swell with thanks.
When I decided to make the move to Virginia it became very clear that Lil' Civ was not going to be making this journey. She was getting older and it was quite a drive from Georgia to Virginia. So, it was with many conflicted emotions I chose to sell Lil' Civ and come to Virginia car-less. It was difficult to let go of the freedom and stability Civ. offered me, and to lose all the memories that came along with her. But-alas-sell her I must, little did I know that her effect in my life was not over.
Tuesday of this week-after 124 days of job hunting-I decided to get up, get dressed, print out my resume, and pound some pavement. I knew there was a Honda dealership right up the street from me, and- with memories of my Lil' Civ. in mind-I walked in the door and asked if they were hiring. I was immediately given an application, and before I knew it sitting down with the manager of the dealership. We chatted for a bit, and I watched as he listened to me tell him about my first car. The 1997 Honda Civic DX I spent over a year saving up for, and the next ten sharing life with. He totally got me. We chatted a while longer, and -after a few phone calls and connections-I received a phone call this morning telling me that as of Monday I will no longer be jobless but a proud employee of Honda! HALLELUJAH!!!!-ha!
I did not plan on moving to Virginia to work for a car dealership. In fact,my only plan was to work for a local university where I could receive my Masters' degree for free. As time has gone by, I have become more convinced that God can use any job to accomplish what He desires. Things don't have to necessarily look the way I planned them in order for them to be good and working towards a future! This is a good job with benefits and advancement opportunities, and I know nothing but PEACE in accepting the position! I know God is in control, and He is the one I praise! But, I am also thankful for His giving me Lil' Civ. for all those years, cause without her story-I may very well still be unemployed-ha:)!

"Be alert, be present. I'm about to do something brand-new.
It's bursting out! Don't you see it? " Is. 43:19(a)-The Message

5 comments:

  1. YAY!!!!! Awww I miss Lil Civ as well. She was a good little car. So excited about your new job!! Thank You Lord!!!

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  2. Congratulations! :) I love this story and the way that you have told it. Funny, when we moved to Louisville I never thought I would be working for a car dealership, but that ended up to be the only job God opened the door for. I actually struggled with seasons of bitterness over not using my degree, but in the end God chastened my heart and I was thankful for that job!

    We ended up with a little BMW convertible lease through that. I am sure you will be in another little Honda before you know it! Sadly that car had to be turned in after the two years were up, but we enjoyed it for a season! We will have to talk when you get into, because a car dealership is a world of its own :)

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